Axiomata

Forgiveness

"What the fist keeps, it feeds"

Harmonia

Surreal digital art of a classical statue weeping red tears, with glowing constellations on his chest, holding two glowing red shards.

FORGIVENESS

What the fist keeps, it feeds

The Threshold

You picked up the shard while it was still wet with your blood. Proof. That was years ago. The fist has not opened since. First, your fingers curled for protection, then for proof, until the tendons locked and the skin grew over. One morning you woke with your palm fused to glass: no longer holding it, but held by it. You leave a red smear on every door. Blood on every page you try to turn. You greet the world knuckles-first, terrified that to open your hand is to lose the only evidence you were ever wronged.

The Way

You look at the hand. Knuckles white, tendons locked. Skin split where it closed over the glass. Your blood, still warm, feeds a memory that went cold years ago. They cut you once. You have cut yourself every morning since. Unclench, and the skin must tear where it healed over glass. Refuse, and you finish their work – dying with your fist closed around a shard they forgot existed. Your fingers open. One by one. You flinch as they do, as though opening could still cut. The shard falls – you startle at the sound, as if it could still reach you. Air touches the wound. Cold, then warm. Then nothing but the world. The pain no longer cuts – it hums, the way a heavy bell trembles long after the strike has passed. The palm wears its scar. But the hand is open.

The Shadow

The Serene chose another path. She pushes the shard deeper, past feeling, and builds her life on top. I have healed, she tells herself. I have let go. She smiles with a hand resting face-up, its fingers locked in a permanent curl. She marries. Raises children. Assembles a life so ordinary it could belong to anyone – and it does, because she is not in it. The wound returns anyway – as rage she will not name. Her children learn which days her eyes turn to glass. Their spines memorise the silence that means not today. They learn to read the weather of a smile that never changes – and one day, they stop reading. Clearing the house decades later, her children find no photographs of open arms – only a shard on the nightstand, cradled in the exact shape of a fist that never uncurled. ❖ The Resolute wakes each morning with his fist raised – his credential, his proof. In every conversation the hand rises; in every silence the wound speaks. He gathers others who bleed from similar glass. They compare cuts in the light, arguing whose runs deeper. Anyone whose hand has opened is viewed with suspicion; anyone who speaks of release is a traitor to the bond. Some nights the fist feels like a prison. He presses his ear to the knuckles. Nothing. By morning the hand is raised again – at the table, in the silences after his wife's sentences. His son reaches for the salt without looking up. The fist stays up a little longer each time. No one turns.

The Cut

Whose shard are you keeping warm?